Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Expectation....Sick with it

Few weeks back when I was walking back to office with my colleague I saw a guy who look like my ex-college mate. I did not went to him and say hi because I'm rushing and yet I am not sure is it him. When I back to office I juz give him a call and there I found out is him. I dunno why he got so upset and angry..or watever. From then onwards he is like treating me as an enemy.

This morning I saw saw him online by putting a msg like "Bye Bye 3 of 11". Den out of courtesy I ask him is it he is resigning. The first sentence he say "Oh who are you, is it the one tat even c her frend also din say hi and juz give a call". No doubt I am quite upset on his reply. We have know each other for long and yet this is wat I got when I din say a simple HI. I told him if he continue wan to be such a way I will juz have to leave him alone. Never know that a frendship could juz end like that. My little sister tell me dun frend tis kind of ppl also no lost.

Sometimes back I do expect things from certain ppl but no more after a disaster. I just wan to be myself, do what I wan, dun expect anything from anyone. I hope all my frends does not expect anything from me as well. A person is meant to do what they like and be happy and not restricted to do things juz becos someone expected you to do so.

Dun expect me to say Good Morning when I dun feel to greet
Dun expect me to say Hi (in whatever manner) when I dun feel to say
Dun expect me to buzz you (when I see you online) when I dun feel to do
Dun expect me to change (just becos u dun angree / how I behave) when I dun wan
Dun expect me to tell you my feeling/watever my secret when I dun feel comfy to tell
Dun expect me to answer watever you asked when I dun feel to answer
Dun expect me to reply instantly (when I m bz) when I not free to do so
....................and etc.

One Word you should remember when you are my frends. NO EXPECTATION ON ME

Have a very disgusting morning hope my day will be better later on....sick with weird ppl..

Comments:
perhaps it was never meant for him to hv an everlasting friendship w u. well.. u still hv me *wink wink*
 
sometimes i really dun understand y ppls angry on juz a small matter. haiz..no eyes c
 
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