Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Wonder...In The Dark...? ? ? ? ?
"MISUNDERSTANDING"...how it arise? It happens between me n a buddy...? Y is that so? Maybe becos our character is too different. I am a person who like to speak things out..esp it comes to problem...but my tis buddy would prefer to do things silently.
Everyone must be thinking..how can tis 2 creature become "BUDDY" ...i know is strange and we also dunno how we become one ...WEIRD
Before we climb to that stage we have gone thru a lot of heartache, we did argue uncountable times, hurt each other feelings ... directly n indirectly. The first big fight nearly lead us to become stranger again...but we manage to go thru...if forgiveness doesn't give ways we wud have ended long time ago.
We went for movie, dinner n lepak quite frequent…we nearly meet each other every once a week when our friendship started. We celebrate each other birthday…n treat each other feel special in their special day. No doubt….even our friendship seems to be alright at all times but to me there is something which we lack…what is that? “BE TRUE”!! I can treat him truly (obviously without need to wonder) how I feel at all times but for him he cud only treat me with cautioned. Maybe he doesn’t wan me to anyhow think but the more he be that way…the more hurts it crave to my heart. I always believe if we be frank to each others…thing will go more simple n smooth…somehow…diff ppl diff thinking … i bet.
There is much things happens in between….and the hurts that accumulate tends to make me give up. I decided to leave silently to avoid argument. I hope with my decision he wud at least feel better n relief…n no worries.
I have been isolated from him for a couple of months. He felt it but I told him I need times to be alone (I try to stay with my decision). Therefore our friendship seems like ending silently. We do chat sometimes….but he complained that the recent chat always turn out to be sour. But I decided to move on.
I read his blog, and he did mention about our friendship indirectly. I wrote him a comment and out of sudden one day he buzzed me. We chatted and I try to ask him indirectly abt wat he wrote but he seems to ignore me.
Chatted with him today and I try to find out again…and he ignore me as usual…I turn out to be quite upset of his reaction and give up. He ask me y always I wud like to hurt him and make our chat turn out to be sour. With my character I told him what I think in my mind……asked him y can’t he be 100% frank to me and tell me …. of cos he got his own reason lah…but after all the thrown out…he asked me what I feel…I say “Happy” and he feels “Relief”…. Doesn’t that better.
He never know I am simpler than him…to be friendship is simple like ABC and pure like an infant brain. I don’t like things to be complicated…that’s y all the while I can be a happy go lucky person till I know this buddy lah….sorry to tell u that lah..but is true...never felt so torture n suffer leh :P
Therefore I tends to find out the answer whenever problem arise and settle asap..with this it can eliminate misunderstanding, hurts, worries, ….n etc. I don’t mind ppl telling the truth that might hurts…rather being so at all times….Therefore friends that read my blog…u know what to do lah…I dun wan to keep on repeat…LD is simple as ABC only dun complicate me n my brain n my life…..hahahah
I dunno how long our friendship will last…will that be any misunderstanding, argument, upset, hurts n so forth…but like I say if we still appreciate what we build up we will always give chance n forgiveness…..Buddies…promise to be frank n straight forward to me..on things that related to ME…..
p/s…specially to “WHO” – I hope after all the heart to heart chat…u wud know me better pls be frank to me I dun wan barrier n caution, I have let go for long long time…but u dun seems to realize and think too much. U C if I dun tell you, you definitely dunno what I’m thinking. I hope u c the important of “Verbal Communication” between our friendship. I don’t care how u treated (ur way) other friends but I hope we wud have more verbal rather than silent action. Devil is juz a simple creature so pls dun torture me with ur silently action ….okay? :P
Everyone must be thinking..how can tis 2 creature become "BUDDY" ...i know is strange and we also dunno how we become one ...WEIRD
Before we climb to that stage we have gone thru a lot of heartache, we did argue uncountable times, hurt each other feelings ... directly n indirectly. The first big fight nearly lead us to become stranger again...but we manage to go thru...if forgiveness doesn't give ways we wud have ended long time ago.
We went for movie, dinner n lepak quite frequent…we nearly meet each other every once a week when our friendship started. We celebrate each other birthday…n treat each other feel special in their special day. No doubt….even our friendship seems to be alright at all times but to me there is something which we lack…what is that? “BE TRUE”!! I can treat him truly (obviously without need to wonder) how I feel at all times but for him he cud only treat me with cautioned. Maybe he doesn’t wan me to anyhow think but the more he be that way…the more hurts it crave to my heart. I always believe if we be frank to each others…thing will go more simple n smooth…somehow…diff ppl diff thinking … i bet.
There is much things happens in between….and the hurts that accumulate tends to make me give up. I decided to leave silently to avoid argument. I hope with my decision he wud at least feel better n relief…n no worries.
I have been isolated from him for a couple of months. He felt it but I told him I need times to be alone (I try to stay with my decision). Therefore our friendship seems like ending silently. We do chat sometimes….but he complained that the recent chat always turn out to be sour. But I decided to move on.
I read his blog, and he did mention about our friendship indirectly. I wrote him a comment and out of sudden one day he buzzed me. We chatted and I try to ask him indirectly abt wat he wrote but he seems to ignore me.
Chatted with him today and I try to find out again…and he ignore me as usual…I turn out to be quite upset of his reaction and give up. He ask me y always I wud like to hurt him and make our chat turn out to be sour. With my character I told him what I think in my mind……asked him y can’t he be 100% frank to me and tell me …. of cos he got his own reason lah…but after all the thrown out…he asked me what I feel…I say “Happy” and he feels “Relief”…. Doesn’t that better.
He never know I am simpler than him…to be friendship is simple like ABC and pure like an infant brain. I don’t like things to be complicated…that’s y all the while I can be a happy go lucky person till I know this buddy lah….sorry to tell u that lah..but is true...never felt so torture n suffer leh :P
Therefore I tends to find out the answer whenever problem arise and settle asap..with this it can eliminate misunderstanding, hurts, worries, ….n etc. I don’t mind ppl telling the truth that might hurts…rather being so at all times….Therefore friends that read my blog…u know what to do lah…I dun wan to keep on repeat…LD is simple as ABC only dun complicate me n my brain n my life…..hahahah
I dunno how long our friendship will last…will that be any misunderstanding, argument, upset, hurts n so forth…but like I say if we still appreciate what we build up we will always give chance n forgiveness…..Buddies…promise to be frank n straight forward to me..on things that related to ME…..
p/s…specially to “WHO” – I hope after all the heart to heart chat…u wud know me better pls be frank to me I dun wan barrier n caution, I have let go for long long time…but u dun seems to realize and think too much. U C if I dun tell you, you definitely dunno what I’m thinking. I hope u c the important of “Verbal Communication” between our friendship. I don’t care how u treated (ur way) other friends but I hope we wud have more verbal rather than silent action. Devil is juz a simple creature so pls dun torture me with ur silently action ….okay? :P
# posted by Little Devil76 : 11:35 PM
