Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Moody...Bat Mood...
Feel like long time din really blog..due to workload as well as...been very moody lately...which I can't really find out the source of it...
Finished our company Group Conferece that held on last Thu & Fri (08 & 09 Dec 05), is a real torture on the first day... been having meeting from 9am-7pm..I shud called it "DISASTER" to me.
Back to work on Monday (12 DEC 05) with shoulder lighter and tot it wud be a peaceful n happy day..but here come another "DISASTER".
Early morning colleague call "I can't received email"... switches is having a strange traffic..and network seems to jam. At last found out that one of my colleague have done something that she shudn't..oredi very upset and angry of this..here come another stupid lady colleague...told me "I can't print to my network printer" and she is yelling at me over the phone becos of the network jam. Obviously, with my situation tat time I dun even give a damn and i skrew her back and with her non-educated behaviour she juz hang up the phone.
This have brought my day to a peek upset and supposingly to have lunch with my colleague and a net frend...I choose not to attend...
Obviously, they r quite worry abt me ... been calling my mobile phone but i set it to silent mode...
To everyone, I m always a cheerful and cheeky person who dun have "BADMOOD" at all time...is juz that they dun realise. So whenever I m keeping quiet and staying away..everyone dun feel comfy with it....in fact that is my choice when i m moody.
A frend of mine who classified me as his buddy...with no exception feel worry about me ...as well...he classified my choice as "MIA" which he said i m overdoing it lately....
With no exception, I have to anyway explain to him y am I doing so...
I hope those who classified themselves as my Buddies / Friends or watever u wanted to classified it...when you feel I m staying away or u may called it "MIA" I hope you know y am I doing it...obviously I do not wan to hurt anyone esp buddies n friends with wat I say or do and vice versa...(ONLY frend that I care will have a chance to feel this--hope you know how special u ppl out there..do appreciate).
ALL you need to do is "LEAVE ME ALONE" & will back on track when I am ready.
Some ppl would prefer to share wif frends, some ppl will be staying away when they are "BATMOOD" what is your choice ??????????
Somehow no matter how a person say they dun expect things from a frend / a person..they do...either directly or indirectly...
HUMAN is really hard to be...I always never wan to be one if I got a CHOICE...but dun worry..since I am fated to be one now I would not anyhow end it purposely..will take up the challenge till it ends....one fine / peaceful day
Finished our company Group Conferece that held on last Thu & Fri (08 & 09 Dec 05), is a real torture on the first day... been having meeting from 9am-7pm..I shud called it "DISASTER" to me.
Back to work on Monday (12 DEC 05) with shoulder lighter and tot it wud be a peaceful n happy day..but here come another "DISASTER".
Early morning colleague call "I can't received email"... switches is having a strange traffic..and network seems to jam. At last found out that one of my colleague have done something that she shudn't..oredi very upset and angry of this..here come another stupid lady colleague...told me "I can't print to my network printer" and she is yelling at me over the phone becos of the network jam. Obviously, with my situation tat time I dun even give a damn and i skrew her back and with her non-educated behaviour she juz hang up the phone.
This have brought my day to a peek upset and supposingly to have lunch with my colleague and a net frend...I choose not to attend...
Obviously, they r quite worry abt me ... been calling my mobile phone but i set it to silent mode...
To everyone, I m always a cheerful and cheeky person who dun have "BADMOOD" at all time...is juz that they dun realise. So whenever I m keeping quiet and staying away..everyone dun feel comfy with it....in fact that is my choice when i m moody.
A frend of mine who classified me as his buddy...with no exception feel worry about me ...as well...he classified my choice as "MIA" which he said i m overdoing it lately....
With no exception, I have to anyway explain to him y am I doing so...
I hope those who classified themselves as my Buddies / Friends or watever u wanted to classified it...when you feel I m staying away or u may called it "MIA" I hope you know y am I doing it...obviously I do not wan to hurt anyone esp buddies n friends with wat I say or do and vice versa...(ONLY frend that I care will have a chance to feel this--hope you know how special u ppl out there..do appreciate).
ALL you need to do is "LEAVE ME ALONE" & will back on track when I am ready.
Some ppl would prefer to share wif frends, some ppl will be staying away when they are "BATMOOD" what is your choice ??????????
Somehow no matter how a person say they dun expect things from a frend / a person..they do...either directly or indirectly...
HUMAN is really hard to be...I always never wan to be one if I got a CHOICE...but dun worry..since I am fated to be one now I would not anyhow end it purposely..will take up the challenge till it ends....one fine / peaceful day
